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Name: Nicole
State: -
Birthday: 4/26/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: playing badminton, cycling, swimming
Expertise: ....involve myself in arguments! eating, i never contol my diet but still stay fit..not fit but skinny haha..watelse??
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MSN: shin
Yahoo:  nicole shin
Member Since:
6/17/2004
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| message to all my friends : i wont be using xanga anymore. i've switched to blogdrive since i spent too much time modifying it, i hope people can see a better weblog of mine there!!
my new blog : http://www.nicshin.blogdrive.com
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| exams!!!!!
help me!!! why do i lack confidence?! notice that i will never say 'the paper is easy'. no way. even if i can answer all the questions, i will not say its easy, including maths. probably because i'm scared that the outcome will be something dissapointing.
today i had maths 1 only so i woke up late, got to school at around 9am. didn't remember to bring my ic so had to phone back and ask someone to send it to school. i planned to browse through my tuition exercise book but in vain. my classmates asked me lots of question and i had to teach them transformation so had no time to do my revision. i slept at 12am yesterday just to finish up with my maths notes.
after the exam, i waited for tyn outside the hall when i didn't notice she was actually standing at the place we usually wait for eachother. and then along we walked to the car, had our typical conversation. sometimes when i didn't sound my words, she'll produce those funny <honestly, its irritating> noises. nyway, glad that i've known her.
hooray!!! i don't have to go to school tomorrow. its history and geography paper, i didn't take any of 'em. yay!!! *yawn* i better go to bed now. bye everyone.
ps : to my friends, good luck in your exam!!
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| Shin, what have you been doing lately? wasting my time in hospital, wasting my scarced blood, spending my money on my friendS presentS, all of 'em cost me a fortune. haven't i noticed that all the presents i had bought are more expensive than the things i wanted to buy but forced myself to look away.
Hospital workers including doctors and nurses are so improfessional, one day of my success will defeat all these ruthless gits...okay okay..i said too much...sorry for the ill-mannered complains. i have to say it out...yesterday, again i went to the clinic to do the blood test. that nurse, whoever she is, she couldn't find my vein but she insisted to poke in the needle and slowly move it towards my vein. still she couldn't find it, she tried and tried, and i stare and stare, for about four needles she'd tried. My God, you have to be definite with my vein's position. not inserting the syringe needle into my skin and under my skin you move the needle, Flowers are you? hopefully, i stayed calm, if not, i tell you, you'd be dead. my hand is not made of metal, i do feel the pricking sensation and watching the needle under my skin is another challenge for me. and then my mother pity me cuz i've got my fever and she scared i cant withstand it anymore, so she said maybe next time, they try again. i swear no more next time..well...this is nothing new though, i had my blood test in miri before and they had a problem finding my vein too.
there's a lost dog at my house an hour ago. my uncle brought it to my house. actually that dog went missing, wagging on the way to my uncles' house. my unc need to go to work so he send the dog to my house. its a he. so cute~ white, just like becky, but i think they're slightly different. very tame. when i got back from school, my maid showed him to me. and then he became the center of focus, my two other dogs were jealous. my aunt tried to call her friends asking if anyone live nearby had lost their dog. finally, an hour ago, someone told my aunt he belongs to my unc's neighbour's dog. we weren't sure actually but just send the dog back home. when we reached the stated house, we rang the doorbell but no one answered, we asked their neighbour and there's this philipino saying its sure that house's dog and he brought him to them. but to us, that philipino was a bit suspicious cuz i heard their race eat dogs. our only un-guilt will be confirmation from that family. i hope i can hear that as soon as possible.
exam..exam..what am i gonna do? i've got this exam fever and didn't feel like reading cuz whenever my eyes meet the words, the drowsy angel is well prepared. even when typing this entries, i'm half asleep,half awake. my seatmate blamed me for infecting her, she said i gave her two presents for her birthday, one is fever, one is the glass i bought for her. she went home early, followed by Mas. i don't understand, i'm the one who really need to go home but it seems like other people who are not seriously ill went home instead.
aight...its late now...hug my beddy.....bye
shin
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| many people said i'm petite. i M not the small small tiny little girl before. i've grown taller. people hurt me when they said i'm petite. they cant even differentiate between me and others shorter than me, i'm sorry, i dont mean any offence to you guys. its just that i cant take it being called tiny. i'm 153cm man. is it because of my weight that makes me look the same as those tinier than me? is it because i'm skinny?
i haven't study much since monday. exam is coming, i'm indeed worried. pimples are starting to pop out. becoming ugly duckling again.
after malay tuition, we stroll round chms canteen. my old school. when walking within the compound of chms, we'll bumped into our old friend and i'll be the one to not remember them. and there's this brother of jesz, talking craps.
jesz told us a joke about a potato walking along a street and then fall down. its so funny, i laugh my head off. but the others were just staring at me. my face gone red straight away. i'm the only one laughing for that joke. its really funny lo. potato is stupid, stupid people dont look down at the walkway to avoid something so the end up tripped onto something or knock onto something.
you know, i'm really an awkward girl. i still can't make it to talk with Dolly face to face. i don't know whats the barrier between me and her. but i chat a lot with her online, behind something veiled. that's the place i dare talk craps. other than that, i might be a cool person if you are able to see me in person. sometimes, a bit nerve dragging. but other than that, i can be mad too, as in crazy, i laugh at something unfunny and i have a wide imaginary progress, partially 'yellow' ones.
during bio class i noticed my teachers stomach is a bit lumpy, i was thinking about she might be pregnant but ignored it. during physics class, again i heard Kamilah mention about her stomach too and saying she just got married last year. aisyah said so. she's 42.
i need to end here...god bless everyone including me...
shin | | |
| brunei darussalam? when talking about this country, what topics can we bring up? apart from its monarchy-ness, what else do we have? JP? its going downhill, tickets are expensive, limited rides.
okay, let's talk about this afternoon. i FINALLY met the so-called famous Josephine prefect my friend asked me about. actually, she's ahead of me, but it'll be weird if i overtake her and stop by looking at her. so my friend and i had to go through the 'connection' toilet to the other side of the entrance and acted just like a passer-by in front of her. saw her face-to-face!!
and then i bumped into my old friend, also one of explomaths' participants. she's very funny and friendly. i think we met each other when we were kids. she's now in form three, also a prefect. this year there's too many chinese prefect. before this, i NEVER come across one. perhaps i just dont notice them. yet everyone's wearing tudong, how am i suppose to know one is a chinese. as her senior, she asked me about the subjects she's going to take later in form 4.
everyone blush when they are embarrased. its a different case for me. i blush when i'm embarrased, when i'm laughing and sometimes with no reason, you can see my face is red. that's why its very obvious to other people. stands out in the crowd. my friend said people normally blush on their cheeks only but mine's my entire head. and its red-hot. i need a cooling machine or any other devices to cool down my head.
i had biology practical this afternoon. and it clashed with my explomaths training. i decided to go for practical coz i'm only a reserve, yet practical is more important though this is the last training. at first, my hands smell like onion. but after eating wild durian, one hand smell of durian, the other one's still the onion smell. i've washed my hands so many times, with perfumed detergent but the smell stays. moreover, my room and my dad's now have a strong durian smell coz i ate the durian in my room. i hope the smell wont stick onto my clothings, if not i'll have drian smell tomorrow when i go to shool.
my physics teacher is a very angin-angin person. he get angry easily and seconds later just smile non-chalantly. that's a very scary character. he loves to blame us for no reason. last lesson, he told me and my seat mate he enjoy watching simpsons. we were surprised by this, thinking about a grown-up man, around 25, watch cartoons. today, we discuss about astronomy. i love stuffs related to stars, anything to do with outerspace, like planets,moon. i just knew that there's many moons in the outer space.
i used to exchange letters with one of my best friend. she kept replying back saying i had broken english. i didn't get a chance to cer for years. i think she's getting more princess-like, ie. those being treated indulgently.
during recess, we gossiped about a classmate of mine. no one ever like her and she's racist. she hate chinese and i remember last year she sat behind me, she used to play with my fluffy, sheep key chain, from white to dirty grey. i just talk about her without even notice my voice is loud and without even care about her presence until my friend signalled me. i hope she didn't hear me.
end of my life report for today, i wish everyone a happy day...
bye
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